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Don't be so upset love, you're a darling person with a intriguing mind. I'm sorry you can't see how brilliant the light that shines from your soul is. I hope one day you find happiness. But only you can make yourself happy. I love you Alexander.
Because there isn’t light. It’s burning fire being stomped out every day and it takes so much energy to relight it, and nobody is there to help. I have to spend my energy getting people to help, obviously I don’t matter… Thanks for trying though, I’m glad I can at least leave a good impression.
you darn kids with your falling boys and your panicked discos and your romantic chemicals
and your imaginary dragons
and your five second summers
And your singular direction
I think youre cute
Three thoughts for me here.
One, if you’re probably my brother- then you’re a dick-faced cunt.
Two, if you’re being sarcastic, refer to the first thought for my opinion.
Three, you’re a perfectly lovely person, feel free to talk to me OFF anon, because I’d like to tell you how all the things about you are wonderful.
My aim was not to upset you. Of course no one from tumblr is going to come knocking on your door to personally take care of you. But at least people care enough to say something to you. Most others get ignored. I know I do. I'm very sorry that your life is bad.I'd like to assure you that it won't be that way forever, but you wouldn't care. That's why it's frustrating always trying to help people like yourself. You try so hard & they basically spit in your face & tell you it's not good enough.
I don’t need to be taken the fuck care of. I need somebody to be there consistently. If that doesn’t make since, get on some where. I explain this point so many fucking times in my life that it makes me physically ill- as you can now tell. Again, thank you for doing the best to make it worse.
It’s like trying to feed somebody when they are dying of thirst. Lovely notion, but they aren’t helped nearly at all.
Now, to clarify more so. I love anybody who’s trying, you’re all wonderful people. I appreciate it. Yet, again, I need something that will stay and is there every other day at least. All my friends have a habit of disappearing forever after two years and hardly speaking to me again, if you didn’t know.
Again. You’re all lovely people. Really, kind, considerate, but nobody understands this, not even in reality, and it’s frustrating as hell. The way I’ve live my life, sure people will come and think I matter, but I latch on to that and use that as motivation, and when that person leaves, a big hole of me disappears. So, please understand before my pops off my shoulders.
I wouldn't unfollow you just because you complain. Everyone needs to vent once in a while. But what does concern me is that I've seen several anons try very hard to make you happy and you insist on being miserable no matter what. In all the time I've followed you, I've never seen you post anything else but misery. I think you are a martyr and you would rather it be that way. And it's too bad, because, clearly, several people care about you.
BUT I DONT KNOW WHO THE FUCK THEY ARE. You make valid puts, cool, but the thing is more I WANT SOMEBODY TO BE THERE. If people care that’s great , but anybody can care. I care about anybody who feels bad, and I will be there for as many as I can, but it doesnt matter how much i fucking care if I’m not there to show it. So, thank you for the criticism, I TOTALLY didn’t see it. Not like today was SOMEHOW millions of times worse than usual, now I get to read this.
Let me put it simply. Every person I care about is too busy to be there when I really need it, and I bet you’d say that I wouldn’t be able to do that. I’m positive that’d be the first defense, but I don’t fucking sleep. I hardly do anything. I eat two meals a day . In so unhealthy all around and I get treated like shit by so many people daily and that’s the only constant thing in my life. EVERYBODY LEAVES. I get attached easier than most, and I really can’t help it. I can’t. I would do anything to have somebody be there but nobody is. So, if you think I’m in any way ungrateful, I’m fucking sorry. Thanks for wanting me to know I’m shittier than even I thought. THANK YOU. You have made me want to give up. Here’s a fucking dickface reward- I won’t make another post. YOUR WELCOME.
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